Find My Way Out

by Torizon

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Recorded in isolation amidst the global COVID-19 lockdown, the song packs a punch with heavy driven tremolo picked verses, anthemic choruses and tastefully curated guitar outros featuring Robb as a guest guitarist. This dynamic single showcases the four-piece’s signature Heavy Rock/Alternative sound that expertly interweaves raw and emotive melodies with heavy hitting groove. The band builds and resolves tension seamlessly by creating a push & pull between all instruments and Mish’s vocals throughout the entirety of the song. The track tackles the complex issue of emotional abuse and gaslighting head-on, offering some frank insights underpinned by painful personal experiences. The song resolves by giving the victim an empowering position to take control and leave an abusive relationship.

Mish explains “I wrote this song after coming out of an emotionally abusive musical relationship. I didn’t realise that I was a victim of gaslighting to the point where I prioritised keeping the peace over my physical and mental health. After ending that relationship and taking some time to reflect, I came to terms with how the abuser erodes your self esteem a little at a time in such a subtle manner that you don’t feel it happening. When you bring up your concerns, you end up getting blamed for it or accused of being overly sensitive or overreacting. This behaviour can continue after the relationship has ended which was the case in my personal experience. I continued to get abusive messages, my email was hacked a couple of times after I decided to cease contact and take my power back. I want people to know that if you find yourself in a similar situation, find your way out because you deserve love, happiness and safety”

lyrics

Sick with myself for believing your lies
Cause you spit in my face
We’re so far along on this path that we chose
Then you left without a trace

Now you want me to hide the anger inside
So you can justify
Your self serving plan to get your own way
No matter the sacrifice

How long can you sow the seeds of doubt in my mind
How low will you put me down to reclaim your pride
I know that you feed on fear just like a parasite
I’ll hold my own and find my way out

Painted me out as a difficult bitch
So that you can push me away
Your gaslighting worked I covered your tracks
When you deserved the blame

I won’t say a word, just stand and observe
And let it dissipate
Don’t need your sedition, I’m on my own mission
So stop your hate

How long can you sow the seeds of doubt in my mind
How low will you put me down to reclaim your pride
I know that you feed on fear just like a parasite
I’ll hold my own and find my way out

You can call me a failure
You’re just a freak hater
When it's all said and done
You’ll be the one to swallow your tongue

How long can you sow the seeds of doubt in my mind
How low will you put me down to reclaim your pride
I know that you feed on fear just like a parasite
I’ll hold my own and find my way out

credits

released June 12, 2020
Written & Performed By Torizon & Robb Torres
Guest Guitars by Robb Torres
Produced by Robb Toress & Torizon
Mastered by Ian Sefchick
Artwork by Sarah Allen

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Torizon Brisbane, Australia

🎼 Brisbane alt-rock band FFO Evanescence, Bad Omens and Tonight Alive

discography

Martyr

Oct 2023
Damaged

Aug 2023
Burning Away

Jan 2021
Find My Way Out

Jun 2020
Hey You

Jul 2019
Falling

Jun 2019
Shine On

Jun 2019
Immerse

Jul 2019
The Singles Collection

Jul 2019

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